Why is this so hard for me right now. I did nothing to lose over 40 pounds when my bowels stopped working with the Parkinson’s. Then I found a GI who specialized in PD. Eventually he fixed me, I was no longer habitually full of poop, and there was room for food. That was welcome… Read more

Ok here it is, for now: I honed this list on my way from Dayton, Ohio to Monterrey, California. I decided to take this trip solo and although many things weren’t smooth, I worked it out with little panic and a sense of calm I have never enjoyed. I sit on my balcony and watch… Read more

When I stop and really think about I want at this point in my life…What do I really want??…PEACE. I’m so tired of worrying, being frustrated, disappointing myself and others, keeping it all together. Well quite frankly trying to keep the peace for everyone but myself. I want everyone to like me, get along, treat… Read more

I read that last post and see that I haven’t assigned any accountability to, well, me. I painted myself as quite the victim which, while in some cases felt true, I was a significant factor in the massive unhappiness that has peppered my life…all due to body size. Small, smaller, smallest. I don’t value any… Read more

If there’s one thing I’ve learned in my getting-to-be-super-long-life, it is that size really does matter. For males it’s clearly one thing but for females it’s quite the opposite. Truly, if you are a female and you are small, you will be forgiven for absolutely anything. This is a lesson that has beat me in… Read more

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