Why is this so hard for me right now. I did nothing to lose over 40 pounds when my bowels stopped working with the Parkinson’s. Then I found a GI who specialized in PD. Eventually he fixed me, I was no longer habitually full of poop, and there was room for food. That was welcome until my weight creeped up. I’d rather be FOS. Pretty pathetic that I would truly rather be sick than left to my own devices. Will this struggle ever end? I don’t want this struggle to define me any longer. It is bullshit.